It has always been there, an inner evil. Chipping away at me. It has awoken and has brought a pickaxe. Slowly breaking me, telling me to destroy myself. To cut and overdose. It is seeping from my pores into everyone around me. Destroying everything. I can’t tell anyone as they will think I am mad.
I am an evil being, I try to cover it up and usually succeed. It is there though. It wants to destroy me and everything I touch. It is the reason everyone around me is suffering. It is probably (definately) travelling down my modem as I type this. It is seeping quietly out and by reading this post part of it is probably touching you. Everything will slowly turn to shit.
It is incessant and nearly invisible, like little radioactive particles. It is alive and huge within me. It is not the devil but pretty close. Probably more evil, it will kill me, maybe not now but eventually, after it has finished with me and spat me out. I am sorry.
